Bored to fucking death

Song of the moment: Like a Stone by Audioslave



(Like this song? Then download Audioslave's Show me how to live and if you like that, go out and buy their album!)


On a cold wet
afternoon
no room for love and emptiness
by a freeway
i confess i was lost in the pages
of a book
full of death
reading how we'll die alone
and if a god will lay to rest
anywhere we want to go


in your house
i long to be
room by room
patiently
i'll wait for you there
like a stone
i'll wait for you there
alone


and on my death bed
i will prey
to the gods and the angels
like a pagan
to anyone who will take me to heaven
to a place
i would recall
i was there so long ago
the sky was bruised
the world was black
and there you led me on


in your house
i long to be
room by room
patiently
i'll wait for you there
liek a stone
i'll wait for you there
alone


in all i read
till the day was gone
and i sat in regret
in all the things i've done
for all that i've blessed
and all that i've wronged
in dreams till my death
i will wonder on


in your house
i long to be
room by room
patiently
i'll wait for you there
like a stone
i'll wait for you there
alone
alone

Care to listen to this song?

I love Audioslave. I remember when I would listen to this song and watch its music video for HOURS, drooling over how hot Chris Cornell is. I especially love Tom Morello's guitar solo in this song.. its fucking awsome (Holy crap, it took me forever trying to remember his name... I kept thinking "Bob Marley" for some wierd reason). It'll probably take a while for the song to load if you don't have broadband, so I apologize for that.


Anywho, Romy just updated me on the plans for this Friday (Halloween!). Him and his friend (Chris, was it?) are going to pick Stephanie and I up this Friday. We're going to some haunted house thing, and then to "the runs". I swear, I was probably the only Asian that until a few weeks ago, didn't know what a rice rocket was.


ThAtsRoMy4u: new plans
I am NOT pangit: hmm?
ThAtsRoMy4u: were going to jiros haunted house thing
ThAtsRoMy4u: then were going to the runs
I am NOT pangit: cool
I am NOT pangit: the runs?
ThAtsRoMy4u: street races
I am NOT pangit: ohhhh how cool
ThAtsRoMy4u: ^_~
I am NOT pangit: my friend can still come, right?
I am NOT pangit: :-)
ThAtsRoMy4u: duh
ThAtsRoMy4u: haha
I am NOT pangit: lol cool
I am NOT pangit: how are you guys gonna pick us up?
I am NOT pangit: and like around what time?
ThAtsRoMy4u: proabaly chris
ThAtsRoMy4u: ill tells u the rules when we go
ThAtsRoMy4u: lol
ThAtsRoMy4u: about the runs
I am NOT pangit: haha alright
I am NOT pangit: i've never been to 'the runs' before...
I am NOT pangit: my friend has, though
I am NOT pangit: i think
I am NOT pangit: i'm just FOB
I am NOT pangit: lol
ThAtsRoMy4u: haha
ThAtsRoMy4u: k
ThAtsRoMy4u: u see pos u call it
ThAtsRoMy4u: u hear pos u run to car
I am NOT pangit: alrighty
ThAtsRoMy4u: oh yea
ThAtsRoMy4u: MEMBER WHERE WE PARKED
ThAtsRoMy4u: lol
I am NOT pangit: haha no prob


I'm afraid that I'll feel all left out, because I would be the only one just completely clueless about the whole street-car racing scene. I'd be the only one that doesn't listen to hip hop or techno, but it's all good. It'll be fun to finally get out of the house and do something, instead of just sitting around waiting for trick-or-treaters on Halloween. I haven't really been the "party" person... ever.... so I might as well just try it out. I just have to remember to stick to my beliefs and not do any drugs or drink and I'm fine. haha.


Wow, after this Friday, I would fulfill one of my goals before I graduate. I believe the other ones were:


1. Get a 4.0 GPA just ONE more time before I go to college.
2. Do something nice for Valentines day and actually go on a date, instead of staying at home and watching a bunch of romance movies like a pathetic loser.
3. Go to a major concert in San Francisco and get my tounge pierced at the same time.
4. When my mom leaves for another business trip and is gone for an entire week (again), take a bunch of my friends and go on a ROAD TRIP... and possibly end up in Las Vegas, Canada, or Mexico.
5. Learn how to drive a stick-shift and not crash the car while I'm at it.
***6. Go to a party where there is beer, drugs and sex everywhere and NOT drink, do drugs or have sex. (just to test my true abilities of self-control and self-morale.)
7. Spend a summer in New York and see if I really do want to move there when I get older.
8. Win in a heated debate with a teacher and get suspended from school because the teacher is bitter from losing to a student.
9. Meet someone new and not yell at them, make fun of them, or make them feel bad. (it would be the first time ever...)
10. Marry Chris Cornell.


Okay, the last one is probably impossible.... but I'm sticking to it, you fucking bastards. Chris Cornell WILL be mine someday, somehow. And I don't care if he's almost 40, he's still hot as hell. Hahahaha. My friend Anthony would know what I'm talking about. He said he had butt-sex with Chris Cornell at Lollapalooza, that lucky bastard. =P


(I'm just kidding, of course... just so the really gullible people know.)


J K Cerruti: are you gullible?
I am NOT pangit: no, i'm not
I am NOT pangit: at least i don't think i am
I am NOT pangit: haha
I am NOT pangit: but then a gullible person wouldn't know that he/she is gullible
I am NOT pangit: so no one really knows if they're gullible or not
I am NOT pangit: x_o
J K Cerruti: lol
J K Cerruti: i cut my dick off in the table saw at school
I am NOT pangit: that's nice, although if you really did that, you would be in the hospital right now, rejoicing because the doctor would offer to give you a vagina instead of a new dick :p
I am NOT pangit: haha just kidding
I am NOT pangit: :-)
J K Cerruti: hahahaha



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What the hell. Why are my friends such flakes? No one ever calls me when they tell me they're going to call me. And I'm sitting here, like a loser, waiting for someone.... ANYONE to call and ask me to go hang out. Meh. I want to go to downtown and shop for my Halloween costume, but Ashley is somewhere in San Francisco doing a Cancer walk or something and Tya is off somewhere.. I don't know where. Lorraine is either working at the wharf or off having sex with her boyfriend, Stephanie is in her house somewhere, pigging out and watching t.v. Like I said... I need new friends. I want to go somewhere and freaking do something! I'm so freaking bored. Blah.